It’s always an interesting experience when the past meets the present. Last night it melded in a very unpredicable way. I was getting a spanking in the Cirque dungeon from a friend who is in a relationship with a woman that I think is absolutely awesome. That situation in and of itself was unthinkable for me a year ago. I had no desire to play in public and no desire to play with anyone other than someone I considered to be a significant other in my life. How far I have come to now be an attention whore (I seem to have no problem taking my clothes off in public anymore) and to be able to play with friends, not just boyfriends, my own personal Dom, etc.
But what struck me as interesting was while the spanking was occurring, the song “I wanna fuck you like an animal” came on in the club. I used to fuck a guy, in his car that was all pimped out, and we would always listen to that song. Every single time. It was our fucking song.
I hadn’t thought about that in years because this was back when I was 17 or so, but when the song came on I was in two places at once in my mind. Bent over a padded bench getting spanked, and fucking in the front seat of a Civic with this guy who was seriously hung like a horse. He’s mostly memorable because of his size – otherwise he was just another prick. *lol*
Anyway, it was an experience that would be impossible to replicate or to fabricate because it was only because my memory banks decided to pull that particular memory at that particular time. I dunno if it’s even interesting to anyone else or maybe it’s one of those things that you had to be there for, only you would have had to have been in my brain, and that would be a tight fit.
The huge upside to that spanking is that I had a date with him and his wonderful partner to be tag teamed by them at some point in the future. They are going to see if they can break my ass. I joked that we might want to sell tickets because I think people would pay to watch that, and hell, I could use a couple extra bucks!
School starts tomorrow … watch this space in the coming weeks for whining and bitching. Are you as excited as me???