idle musings

I went to see Transporter 3 tonight. I was terribly amused, although not exactly in the way the director intended, I’m sure. Far fetched to the extreme, with some serious holes in the plot – still, I got to watch Jason Statham fight with his shirt off and I think I fell in love. There’s [...]

I got an unexpected call today – I was offered a surgery date of January 13, bumped up from February 26. Of course I jumped on it. That’s only 35 days away!

I had the feeling all day today that there was something I was supposed to be doing, instead of lounging around reading all day. Maybe it’s the echo of Decembers past when I had papers to write, or reading about friends who are finishing their semester’s work. I felt edgy all day, like I was [...]

About a month ago, I talked to my pharmacist about these wonky feelings I have been having. I wondered if they were a bad side effect of my medication, or just one that I have to deal with. I had trouble explaining what I felt like – best way to describe it is that my [...]

A word that has graduated to being in my top 5 favourite words ever: Chuffed.

Comet is who I loved on today. And yes, her ears really are as silky as they look.

I miss kink. I don’t miss sex, much, (although if I were offered from a certain somebody I certainly wouldn’t say no), but I miss playing. I miss being hurt. I miss the headspace that comes from painful sensation, turning that same pain into … something different. I miss subspace. I miss ropes and cuffs [...]

I have three blissful days off work, starting now. Thank Maud.