Feelings

I feel weird.

1) Ever since my last visit to see Boss I feel happy. This is not something I expected to feel. I was numb, and happy to be numb! for so long and yet now … Here I am. I'm pretty sure the L word is going to be said the next time we're together and I'm not freaking out.

2) I can't settle to anything. I try to knit and watch tv but I end up cleaning. I have things I want to organize but I end up napping. At work during down time I usually do crossword puzzles or sudokus but I can't focus for longer than a few minutes.

3) I am getting more convinced that I have a gluten intolerance because I have been feeling very bloated and burpy and uncomfortable recently. I really don't want this to be true, though, so I am still being an ostrich and refusing to food journal.

Feelings. They're weird.

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27 Responses to Feelings

  1. You deserve happy! And L words. And to not freak out.

    I totally feel you on all of 2) there. *hugs* It frustrates me sometimes but I think it has to do with my depression. It seems to sort itself out more in the times I am able to feel a bit more content and settled. Maybe you’re heading for some kind of shift mentally?

    3) Gluten intolerance is HARD to deal with! I don’t blame you. I’ve avoided looking up anything about Asperger’s even though I’m 99.99999 percent sure it explains my entire life. I don’t have a ZOMG OFFISHUL DIAGNOZE so I can officially bury my head in the sand about doing shit-all about it other than filing it away under “information about me.” I don’t want to change anything and I don’t want any more Major Things to have to think about right now.

    Feelings. They are super weird. But I understand the ones you are feeling.

  2. You deserve happy! And L words. And to not freak out.

    I totally feel you on all of 2) there. *hugs* It frustrates me sometimes but I think it has to do with my depression. It seems to sort itself out more in the times I am able to feel a bit more content and settled. Maybe you’re heading for some kind of shift mentally?

    3) Gluten intolerance is HARD to deal with! I don’t blame you. I’ve avoided looking up anything about Asperger’s even though I’m 99.99999 percent sure it explains my entire life. I don’t have a ZOMG OFFISHUL DIAGNOZE so I can officially bury my head in the sand about doing shit-all about it other than filing it away under “information about me.” I don’t want to change anything and I don’t want any more Major Things to have to think about right now.

    Feelings. They are super weird. But I understand the ones you are feeling.

  3. You deserve happy! And L words. And to not freak out.

    I totally feel you on all of 2) there. *hugs* It frustrates me sometimes but I think it has to do with my depression. It seems to sort itself out more in the times I am able to feel a bit more content and settled. Maybe you’re heading for some kind of shift mentally?

    3) Gluten intolerance is HARD to deal with! I don’t blame you. I’ve avoided looking up anything about Asperger’s even though I’m 99.99999 percent sure it explains my entire life. I don’t have a ZOMG OFFISHUL DIAGNOZE so I can officially bury my head in the sand about doing shit-all about it other than filing it away under “information about me.” I don’t want to change anything and I don’t want any more Major Things to have to think about right now.

    Feelings. They are super weird. But I understand the ones you are feeling.

  4. You deserve happy! And L words. And to not freak out.

    I totally feel you on all of 2) there. *hugs* It frustrates me sometimes but I think it has to do with my depression. It seems to sort itself out more in the times I am able to feel a bit more content and settled. Maybe you’re heading for some kind of shift mentally?

    3) Gluten intolerance is HARD to deal with! I don’t blame you. I’ve avoided looking up anything about Asperger’s even though I’m 99.99999 percent sure it explains my entire life. I don’t have a ZOMG OFFISHUL DIAGNOZE so I can officially bury my head in the sand about doing shit-all about it other than filing it away under “information about me.” I don’t want to change anything and I don’t want any more Major Things to have to think about right now.

    Feelings. They are super weird. But I understand the ones you are feeling.

  5. You deserve happy! And L words. And to not freak out.

    I totally feel you on all of 2) there. *hugs* It frustrates me sometimes but I think it has to do with my depression. It seems to sort itself out more in the times I am able to feel a bit more content and settled. Maybe you’re heading for some kind of shift mentally?

    3) Gluten intolerance is HARD to deal with! I don’t blame you. I’ve avoided looking up anything about Asperger’s even though I’m 99.99999 percent sure it explains my entire life. I don’t have a ZOMG OFFISHUL DIAGNOZE so I can officially bury my head in the sand about doing shit-all about it other than filing it away under “information about me.” I don’t want to change anything and I don’t want any more Major Things to have to think about right now.

    Feelings. They are super weird. But I understand the ones you are feeling.

  6. You deserve happy! And L words. And to not freak out.

    I totally feel you on all of 2) there. *hugs* It frustrates me sometimes but I think it has to do with my depression. It seems to sort itself out more in the times I am able to feel a bit more content and settled. Maybe you’re heading for some kind of shift mentally?

    3) Gluten intolerance is HARD to deal with! I don’t blame you. I’ve avoided looking up anything about Asperger’s even though I’m 99.99999 percent sure it explains my entire life. I don’t have a ZOMG OFFISHUL DIAGNOZE so I can officially bury my head in the sand about doing shit-all about it other than filing it away under “information about me.” I don’t want to change anything and I don’t want any more Major Things to have to think about right now.

    Feelings. They are super weird. But I understand the ones you are feeling.

  7. You deserve happy! And L words. And to not freak out.

    I totally feel you on all of 2) there. *hugs* It frustrates me sometimes but I think it has to do with my depression. It seems to sort itself out more in the times I am able to feel a bit more content and settled. Maybe you’re heading for some kind of shift mentally?

    3) Gluten intolerance is HARD to deal with! I don’t blame you. I’ve avoided looking up anything about Asperger’s even though I’m 99.99999 percent sure it explains my entire life. I don’t have a ZOMG OFFISHUL DIAGNOZE so I can officially bury my head in the sand about doing shit-all about it other than filing it away under “information about me.” I don’t want to change anything and I don’t want any more Major Things to have to think about right now.

    Feelings. They are super weird. But I understand the ones you are feeling.

  8. You deserve happy! And L words. And to not freak out.

    I totally feel you on all of 2) there. *hugs* It frustrates me sometimes but I think it has to do with my depression. It seems to sort itself out more in the times I am able to feel a bit more content and settled. Maybe you’re heading for some kind of shift mentally?

    3) Gluten intolerance is HARD to deal with! I don’t blame you. I’ve avoided looking up anything about Asperger’s even though I’m 99.99999 percent sure it explains my entire life. I don’t have a ZOMG OFFISHUL DIAGNOZE so I can officially bury my head in the sand about doing shit-all about it other than filing it away under “information about me.” I don’t want to change anything and I don’t want any more Major Things to have to think about right now.

    Feelings. They are super weird. But I understand the ones you are feeling.

  9. You deserve happy! And L words. And to not freak out.

    I totally feel you on all of 2) there. *hugs* It frustrates me sometimes but I think it has to do with my depression. It seems to sort itself out more in the times I am able to feel a bit more content and settled. Maybe you’re heading for some kind of shift mentally?

    3) Gluten intolerance is HARD to deal with! I don’t blame you. I’ve avoided looking up anything about Asperger’s even though I’m 99.99999 percent sure it explains my entire life. I don’t have a ZOMG OFFISHUL DIAGNOZE so I can officially bury my head in the sand about doing shit-all about it other than filing it away under “information about me.” I don’t want to change anything and I don’t want any more Major Things to have to think about right now.

    Feelings. They are super weird. But I understand the ones you are feeling.

  10. I’m so glad you’re feeling happy!! 🙂

  11. I’m so glad you’re feeling happy!! 🙂

  12. I’m so glad you’re feeling happy!! 🙂

  13. I’m so glad you’re feeling happy!! 🙂

  14. I’m so glad you’re feeling happy!! 🙂

  15. I’m so glad you’re feeling happy!! 🙂

  16. I’m so glad you’re feeling happy!! 🙂

  17. I’m so glad you’re feeling happy!! 🙂

  18. I’m so glad you’re feeling happy!! 🙂

  19. re_vised says:

    Happiness!

    I hear you on settling. Though mine is more need the motivation to get some random things done. I hate errands. Hate.

    Eating grains anymore just makes me feel sick. :/ Hope it isn’t true for you.

  20. re_vised says:

    Happiness!

    I hear you on settling. Though mine is more need the motivation to get some random things done. I hate errands. Hate.

    Eating grains anymore just makes me feel sick. :/ Hope it isn’t true for you.

  21. re_vised says:

    Happiness!

    I hear you on settling. Though mine is more need the motivation to get some random things done. I hate errands. Hate.

    Eating grains anymore just makes me feel sick. :/ Hope it isn’t true for you.

  22. re_vised says:

    Happiness!

    I hear you on settling. Though mine is more need the motivation to get some random things done. I hate errands. Hate.

    Eating grains anymore just makes me feel sick. :/ Hope it isn’t true for you.

  23. re_vised says:

    Happiness!

    I hear you on settling. Though mine is more need the motivation to get some random things done. I hate errands. Hate.

    Eating grains anymore just makes me feel sick. :/ Hope it isn’t true for you.

  24. re_vised says:

    Happiness!

    I hear you on settling. Though mine is more need the motivation to get some random things done. I hate errands. Hate.

    Eating grains anymore just makes me feel sick. :/ Hope it isn’t true for you.

  25. re_vised says:

    Happiness!

    I hear you on settling. Though mine is more need the motivation to get some random things done. I hate errands. Hate.

    Eating grains anymore just makes me feel sick. :/ Hope it isn’t true for you.

  26. re_vised says:

    Happiness!

    I hear you on settling. Though mine is more need the motivation to get some random things done. I hate errands. Hate.

    Eating grains anymore just makes me feel sick. :/ Hope it isn’t true for you.

  27. re_vised says:

    Happiness!

    I hear you on settling. Though mine is more need the motivation to get some random things done. I hate errands. Hate.

    Eating grains anymore just makes me feel sick. :/ Hope it isn’t true for you.

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