I feel weird.
1) Ever since my last visit to see Boss I feel happy. This is not something I expected to feel. I was numb, and happy to be numb! for so long and yet now … Here I am. I'm pretty sure the L word is going to be said the next time we're together and I'm not freaking out.
2) I can't settle to anything. I try to knit and watch tv but I end up cleaning. I have things I want to organize but I end up napping. At work during down time I usually do crossword puzzles or sudokus but I can't focus for longer than a few minutes.
3) I am getting more convinced that I have a gluten intolerance because I have been feeling very bloated and burpy and uncomfortable recently. I really don't want this to be true, though, so I am still being an ostrich and refusing to food journal.
Feelings. They're weird.